Life coach

Saturdays at 8-9pm I meet w a life coach. 

The time goes very fast & I feel defensive 

I’m not sure what I’m supposed to be doing, further highlighting my lack of focus / laziness or just basic ability to form any kind of schedule whatsoever or get stuff done that I need to get done with a molecule of organization.

Lotte was off school all last week so I kinda gave up before I began. Didn’t want to stress the entire week & get angry. Didn’t go swimming once! 

I did however take on a small 2 day animation job for Bartley Dicks “The Climate Pledge” enjoyed it.

Trying not to smoke hard. Eating way too much sugar & feel sick ! I’ll go to yoga at Kelli’s today 

TAX return

received 2 cheques this week total almost $3000.
yipee. I will survive.

my minimum monthly expenses is $3000

rent: $1300
(actually only $1000, but i'm paying back rent for my brother)
phone/cable: $200
grocery: $400
taxi: $100

additional $1000 ?
medical: $500
pay off debt $500

this leaves nothing for socialising, clothes or any other stuff.

I'm getting good at chess

managed to stay in the game.

Got tx back. turn up for the books.

went to lelaines get together 403 at Bens place on west side
A marine biologist gave a presentation.
it was vague.